
This is old, but I’m still real sad. Just two years ago I see myself now as not thinking normally.. I am just so thankful to be with the man that I’m with.. he deserves so much better than me. But we are still together, and I remember when I made this I was just being a fucking piece of shit, but at the time I felt like a victim.. I hate all of my art, because I have ptsd- and it’s like- they all just trigger me. It’s the only reason I’m gonna start selling them again. I’ve changed so much. It hurts, but it’s better to know.